Not Wanting To Share

OMG. I'm moving! By June 1st, I will be a resident of Section, Alabama....AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am still in shock. I mean, Ive moved around alot. In fact, the school I'm currently at is lucky number 6! (or maybe 5...maybe its 7...I've lost track) But to be completely honest with you, even though I've moved alot...I'm scared this time. It used to be moving was my my to escape. But here, Ive really made a life for myself., a good one at that! No, make that a great one. I have so many friends. And not just any friends, BEST friends. Especially "the girls". I have three best friends, and over time we've become inseperatable. They are my sisters...my family. And I'm terrified of not being able to see them everyday. Not necessarily of not making friends when I move, but more of losing friends. What if they forget about me? And what hurts the most is knowing that I wont be there for the moments. The moments they get they hearts broken, the moments they fall in love, the moments that make life what it is. I love those moments. And its hard to imagine sharing those moments with anyone but them. And to tell the truth, I don't want to...